I feel like breaking down...

i.u is totally scrwed! i dont think i can make it happen...this is goin' to be the worst...i bet...alright..an A fer maths....got it..is not enough to lift me up....im still worrying sick bout my i.u....now i feel it....it's really a tough job..being the i.u director...it only sounds glamourous...but it doesnt go that way... definately not....trust me....i.u dir is hard to be...is exactly what u ppl c outside..but the inside...
im so lost....i really am...how..i.u is just aorund the cornerr...im so scared...worrying...nothing is done..performance..refreshment...banner...theres onli 1 way..thats to put everything back to original....back to how we supposed to do last years and before...keep all the new idea...n im praying hard..pls..rock band..dont ...doont ask fer anything more then how...i really dont know how to settle anything more than this...im dying..i really m...i need more time...my guardian angel...